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RAWRRR =3

Fri, 02 Jan 2009 10:31:27 -0500

I'm not sure what i rly should b writing in these blogs :O. But ya imma use my gamer talk. this isn't some school paper >> Imma b real. This is how i like to talk :DDDD

So~ This is like my frist blog thing.. and as u can c i wrote about my X in here.. Should i do that? :O I dunno if u guys can like repsond lol, but just email me and tell me what u think. Mayb ill just tell u ppl wuts up :O If u have looked at my site recently >> some jerk wrote some mean stuff and spammed it on my home page :O >:[ Dun do that ppl >> its mean. hes like rly the only 1 tho. Mostly u ppl r uber niceness :DD.

Since i said i was a gamer i wanna tell u about it ^^ muhahah let u kno a lil 'bout me :D I currently place maple story. But i have also played R.O.S.E, runscape, diamblo, ummm err o ya :O star craft... I cant remember any otherz. I blame meh lil bro for getting me into RPQz lol ^^. But i rly wasn't a hard core gammer till i found maple story ^^ and of course meh mom hates anything i do so~ lol. I dunno if i wanna talk about my family or not >> i mean they may b pissed if they read it :O. XD lol but just on a random note..

I dunno if u ppl know but i went to Osaka Japan for 2 weeks summer of 2007, and now imma go to Tokyo japan this summer of 2009, so i just wanted to say sumthin funny :O. my TL "team leader" she sent me an email, and it was worse than my writing >:O!!! LOL it was totally uber gamer/tex talk :O IT WAS AWSOME >:O but you'd never expect it cuz of how she looks :O.

Wanna kno wut sux >> when im at home :O i get dc'd lol like every time sum1 calls or hangs up at meh house :O T_T lol... So imma trying to CPQ lol and i get DC'd >:O !!! lol >> it dun matter if u kno wut CPQ is >> it just sux to get dc'd while in it :O and no i dun got dial up >>

These r like catch up rants ^_~. if u wonder. O GUYS!! >:O it was just meh b day!! im sure u knew when u look at the bottom of my home page lol >> i must change that hehe ^^;. I kinda get lazy when it comes to japanese :O must work harder >:O. did u know games r evil >:P it keeps us from the anime!! which makes us learn less japanese >:O NOOOOz!! ^^

I'm a HUGE advicate for ppl watching anime etc to help with Japanese. But dont learn japanese for that reason >> lol... [Lame] <333333333 ^^

No rly.. chill for a sec.. Think about it.. if u watch anime a lot, your always hearing japanese. I mean to rly learn it u need to study some.. but rly it gets into u :O like Japanese is so natrual for me. Its crazy.. Unlike if u just learn it in a class room.. thats y ppl forget their langages.. they dun hear it much. i speak Japanese everyday. Its such a part of my being that i could literally die if i did not speak japanese or.. if sum1 sent an assassun to shoot meh if i spoke Japanese.. I'd b so DEAD!!!!!! T_T good thing ppl dun do that S: .

:O random colors :DDDDDDDDDDDD ^^ hmm wut am i forgetting :O

anyway :O plz email with comment >:O!! right now!! Lol :DDD

RAWRRR =3

Fri, 02 Jan 2009 10:31:00 -0500

I'm not sure what i rly should b writing in these blogs . But ya imma use my gamer talk. this isn't some school paper >> Imma b real. This is how i like to talk

[FYI ppl i edited this blog thing.. and messed up the format >>

So~ This is like my frist blog thing.. and as u can c i wrote about my X in here.. Should i do that? I dunno if u guys can like repsond lol, but just email me and tell me what u think. Mayb ill just tell u ppl wuts up If u have looked at my site recently >> some jerk wrote some mean stuff and spammed it on my home page >:[ Dun do that ppl >> its mean. hes like rly the only 1 tho. Mostly u ppl r uber niceness .

Since i said i was a gamer i wanna tell u about it ^^ muhahah let u kno a lil 'bout me I currently place maple story. But i have also played R.O.S.E, runscape, diamblo, ummm err o ya star craft... I cant remember any otherz. I blame meh lil bro for getting me into RPQz lol ^^. But i rly wasn't a hard core gammer till i found maple story ^^ and of course meh mom hates anything i do so~ lol. I dunno if i wanna talk about my family or not >> i mean they may b pissed if they read it . XD lol but just on a random note..

I dunno if u ppl know but i went to Osaka Japan for 2 weeks summer of 2007, and now imma go to Tokyo japan this summer of 2009, so i just wanted to say sumthin funny . my TL "team leader" she sent me an email, and it was worse than my writing LOL it was totally uber gamer/tex talk IT WAS AWSOME but you'd never expect it cuz of how she looks

Wanna kno wut sux >> when im at home i get dc'd lol like every time sum1 calls or hangs up at meh house T_T lol... So imma trying to CPQ lol and i get DC'd lol >> it dun matter if u kno wut CPQ is >> it just sux to get dc'd while in it and no i dun got dial up >>

These r like catch up rants ^_~. if u wonder. O GUYS!! it was just meh b day!! im sure u knew when u look at the bottom of my home page lol >> i must change that hehe ^^;. I kinda get lazy when it comes to japanese must work harder . did u know games r evil it keeps us from the anime!! which makes us learn less japanese NOOOOz!! ^^

I'm a HUGE advicate for ppl watching anime etc to help with Japanese. But dont learn japanese for that reason >> lol... [Lame] <333333333 ^^

No rly.. chill for a sec.. Think about it.. if u watch anime a lot, your always hearing japanese. I mean to rly learn it u need to study some.. but rly it gets into u like Japanese is so natrual for me. Its crazy.. Unlike if u just learn it in a class room.. thats y ppl forget their langages.. they dun hear it much. i speak Japanese everyday. Its such a part of my being that i could literally die if i did not speak japanese or.. if sum1 sent an assassun to shoot meh if i spoke Japanese.. I'd b so DEAD!!!!!! T_T good thing ppl dun do that S: .

random colors DDDDDDDDDDD ^^ hmm wut am i forgetting

anyway plz comment right now!!

We broke up....

Tue, 23 Sep 2008 05:53:41 -0400

I dont know if I'm ready to delete my old blogs on my X bf yet but...

Yes we did break up... He changed.... He was no longer the man I fell in love with... Was it all a lie? ................................ I only wanted to undertstand.. And he pushed me away.. why? playing those head games... Saite ja nai?

I may add more later... i may say what i want in Japanese ^^ hehe it mayb fun =3

We broke up....

Tue, 23 Sep 2008 05:53:00 -0400

I dont know if I'm ready to delete my old blogs on my X bf yet but...

I may add more later... i may say what i want in Japanese ^^ hehe it mayb fun =3

Why do I love him?

Wed, 03 Sep 2008 03:44:27 -0400

Besides me having the heart of God which loves all man kind... Why do I love him??? Do you guys wonder 0.0;; =3. Everyone needs to be refined, some more than other but, still it needs to be done. But flaws are not the issue with love. Hmm love is a strong word huh 0.0;; I wonder what the world thinks love is.. But taking a guess as my love for him, I have some reasons why I do.

Different from any past boy friends... Or even friends I have right now. He makes me feel special. When other people are back stabbing, avoiding me, telling me off, or ignoring me... I have someone who doesn't... I have a constant in my life. Someone I can talk to... Who has a dumb phone which likes to cut meh off but... >..> But that?s life... He has a great personality much like mine. ^^ I can be real with him... As real as i want, with out holding back, I don?t have to have the fear of rejection. Even from the first day i talked to him on the phone it was amazing how we just talked forever. We also share very cute/painful (RAWR) jokes together =3 muhaha! Like me as his CCL! His Crazy Cloud Lady... No one will ever know why I am that to him... But i am... Also... I have two words for you all.... "Got bricks?" That?s my code for our joke that I just made up now 0.0;;; hehe Only he will understand it..

So even if I am feeling bad.. or sad.. or if i wanna cry... (lol) He tells me the same dumb joke! And I love it every time!!! If that is not love.. What is love??? he likes to push meh buttons.. Its how we show our affection.. 0.o If he ever says the line, "Don?t get mad" the next thing will do it something real dumb!!! lol!! its hard to describe our relationship... its like the "Ask a ninja", Chuck Norris, and Japanese stuff all pilled into one... PURE AWSOMENESS!!!!!!!!!!!!

We sent each other videos on how we would feel his we broke up with each other... i love them so~ much I must share! 0.0

I hope it works 0.0 Well we kinda borrowed it from youtube so the names are different... The the feelings are the same. This one below is from him. If you have never played Maple story, this video may seem weird.. But its not to us.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0RVwn-syrnk

Now below here, is the one i sent to him... Hehe ok this vid is symbolic k? I the boy and he the girl =3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3uLdA2DzmNg

My boyfriend, Jesus, and I.

Wed, 03 Sep 2008 03:17:25 -0400

Only since 8/20/08 has it been official... And before that, I met him in a game, called maple story... He started out as my maple bf... I never expecting thing to go as far as they are now... Statistics say that 1/8 people meet there future husbands on line. I'm not thinking of marriage yet, because I need to graduate college first but... He told me that he would die for me, and that he loves me more than I think. He is not Christian, but that makes it all the more profound... He said he would die for me... When all that is waiting for him after death is pain and torment for all eternity... Can there be a love that strong? 0.0 Its easier for me to say, I'd die for someone, him or anyone else... Because I have the confidence in my savior Jesus, that I DO have life after death. A life that is far better than this world. But I also put Jesus above myself, so I will stand in this world till my times comes if Jesus Terries, devoting all I am to Him (Jesus). I can?t marry this person if he is not Christian, but I do know that I can?t force him to accept Christ. The bible says when Jesus is lifted up; all men are drawn unto him. God is the one who pulls people... He chooses us... We don?t choose him, we don?t find God, he was never lost... =3 I want to put in a quote from my MySpace account of "Who I'd like to meet" I wrote it two years ago. And my standards have not changed.

"My friend said it was narrow minded to think I can't meet a decent man on my space... This is the for a boyfriend... These standards aren?t for normal people obviously. So here it is! I'll tell you what I'd like in a man. First and foremost he must be a born again Christian. Jesus must be his everything. He has to have given himself completely to God. He must have the heart of God. And must be fully straight. As long as he has a heart for God, then anything else is fine. He would have to know as 'A man after God's own heart'. Only he would understand these words."

It sounds pretty extreme... And maybe even narrow minded... But its not. The man is supposed to be the authority on the home. How could I marry a person who doesn't put God first? How would I survive? Who would I pray with? How would I raise my children? If my husband I are not in perfect agreement what can we achieve? Nothing is the answer.

The nicest thing anyone has ever done for me.

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 23:49:46 -0400

I work with the toddlers at church.. And shut doors are always to be concerned about.. Well after the teacher, other helper, and the children left, I shut the door.. Because I didn't want to disturb everyone while vacuuming... Before I could start the vacuum, Paster opens the door looks around, then looks up at me and says,
"Oh it's only Sakura*... I was just checking because the door was closed"
I responded and told him I shut it because of the vacuum...

After church I was sitting on my computer thinking about it... How he did it.. He spared my feelings.. I think that he may have thought that I would feel badly about being checked on... So thats why he said, "Oh it's only Sakura ". I may be wrong.. But that was the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me.. he seemed like he was relieved to see it was me... On purpose I think he made it seem that way.. So I wouldn't feel bad... While on my computer I started to cry... I never imagined someone would do something like that... Care so much... No one has ever, that I know cared that much about my feelings in a single moment..
This is the best I can remember... hehe beside being too picky on words is bad... I just remember the important parts.. I guess It may be all in my heard.. But thats ok..

*Sakura is not my real name.. he said my real name. My real name is a secret...

The nicest thing anyone has ever done for me.

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 23:49:00 -0400

*Sakura is not my real name.. he said my real name. My real name is a secret...

Blog? ----------> How it all began...

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 20:15:06 -0400

    Whats this blog thing? Hmmm I guess I'll do it.. I'll BLOG! Ok.. hmm what to say! blog blog blog.. I can teach Japanese... But I don't know what a blog... I guess i can rant and stuff here right? ^___^ that seems fun! RANTS! WOOT! Ok... not really... Hmmm..

    I guess I can tell u guys some stuff I learned... Yay! I'm working on a page called "kanji". Why do you want to know kanji? Kanji makes me cry! BUT! I never turn anyone down.. So I'm learning kanji.. -_-;;

    Did you guys ever wonder how my site was born? It was a cute baby ^__^ I started the website when I was a senior in High school, it was a project for a computer class. It was with tripod... but I never really updated it.... http://nihongakkou.tripod.com/ So when I looked at it again.. The format had changed.. and i was no longer able to change the font, color, or anything.... So I came to freewebs.. Where my Baby bloomed into a giant cherry blossom!!! If you clicked the link, all you will see is the sad remains of the once happy site... If you look around there are some cool gifs available that I never shut down and an old "about me" page that really isn't me anymore..

    When I first made this site... I had only been learning Japanese for 2 1/2 years... My Japanese wasn't all that great, and I guess I never really took the site seriously.. But now I'm entering my 3rd year in college, I've been studying Japanese for 5 years now. I've gotten pretty good, but i need to learn more. Actually I learn a lot from my own site. Because i can't teach it if I don't know it, so I have to study and research it for myself. I learn a lot that way... I just finished the "copula" section on my site.. It turns out I didn't even know what a copula really was till I did the section on it. lol. I but it in blunt terms for you guys so it's easy to understand. ^__^
Well thats all for now! cya!.

Blog? ----------> How it all began...

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 20:15:00 -0400